October 2011
What is a G
Oh darling, can’t you see
I’m shining just for you
Loneliness is over
Dark days are through
Let me be your everlasting light
It has to go with the rest of my face.
I wish I could look more like you, you gorgeous gray silhouette.
Oh jesus not again.
I don’t think I’m better than everyone. But I’m better than you since I don’t leave anonymous hate messages.
For every blossoming blood clot
on my thighs and every soft underbelly
I am reminded of why there are
some things we hide
Because secrets make up the
tender marrow of our bones
We have choices to make
We have promises that we can’t break
There is nothing left to lose
So hold on to me
Cyborgs because emotional manipulation won’t work on them.
I think it means “Don’t leave me here alone.” —Neil Gaiman (via durianquotes)
Bakit ako ang pinabayad mo
Kasalanan mo ang lahat ng ito
Bakit siya ang pinili mo
Taya - Up Dharma Down
*I like to listen to this with earphones!
I don’t know the term for that feeling you get after you repeat a word over and over again. The word loses its meaning, it tastes strange in your mouth, it stops making sense just for that moment.
It’s the same with you. You are losing your meaning, and the strange bitter taste leaves wet marks on my cheeks. You trailed cautiously across my fingers.
It was funny to think you ever made a mark in my mind. I realize you are afraid of who I can be rather than who I was.